short update on life:
-still throughly freaking out on what my future holds. more so now than ever. i don't want to say i feel pressure... but yeah i kind of do. i feel that my main concern right now is pursuing something with my life that is going to make me happy and glorify God.... of course making sure that i have money to support myself is essential and constantly on my mind too... i am not stupid or naive. but i guess it may seem that way to some people... which is hard and something i am trying to cope with and i am trying to figure out my crap so that it doesn't seem that way... but i am definitely struggling with fear of what others are thinking of me and how they are evaluating my life. it's really hard because it's people i care about deeply.. i value so much what others have to offer me as far as their wisdom goes, but i also don't want to be a disappointment if i choose a different path... merp :/ to much to process. and not something that i am going to continue to do on this. but the main reason of this post was to ask for more prayer in guidance in seeking the Lord and honoring those i love. thanks!
ps: i love you <3
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